Where I end and you begin


Douglas Adams once wrote: ‘He felt that his whole life was some kind of dream, and he sometimes wondered whose it was, and whether they were enjoying it.’

I’m parking my car, take of my keys and look in the mirror. I smile, I don’t even care if I look good or not, I feel good, that’s all that matters. Look at her standing there…the familiarity off it strikes me, like distant memories of joyfull dreams.
“Where are we heading for?” she asks. I probably sound like Bilbo Baggins when I answer: “Wherever the road might lead us,” but she laughs anyway…

We end up in my favourite Irish Pub. She’s impressing me by ordering my favourite beer, and she even likes it. A girl enjoying a big pint of Murphy’s Stout…a sparkle in her eyes, the brightest colours in her smile. We’re talking about our youth, about life, about dying,…
I think I’m falling in love.

Half past five turns into half past six turns in to half past seven…turns in to half past ten.

At the trainstation she’s asking me to play my blues harp. I’m nervous for I’ve never played in front of other people, but I want to play for her. My notes sound like crap, but she seems to digg the sound. I feel her finger drawing lines on my back. I gently pull her close to me, I’m breathing her hair, I’m tasting her sweet perfume. She turns her head to mine and softly touches my lips with hers. A fountain of joy’s exploding inside me…I’m trembling, for a second I have no record of where I end and she begins.

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  1. annaem on

    Adam,
    You have helped me out these past few days… your advice is like someones that I feel like I’ve known my whole life. I think I was ment to find your advice and take it to heart and that I’ve done. I just wanted to thank you for keeping up with my writing and hope you continue to do so. I like coming to my computer and hearing from you. It makes me happy to find someone who I dont know and actually cares about what I have to say. You’ve proved to me that there are really people out there who care and are waiting to fall in love just like I am. I know I’m young and I have a really full life ahead of me, most high schoolers don’t fall in love at this age and I have… I’ve experienced it and I know how it feels to truly care about something. I also know how it feels to got crushed by the person you tought loved you. Thank you again.
    Anna


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