How much it hurts

Stephen King once wrote: ‘Time takes it all, whether you want it to or not. Time takes it all, time bears it away.. and in the end.. there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometime we lose them there again.’

I don’t know wether falling in love with Peyton, the fund-raising-girl, will be my saving grace. We’ve called almost every day since last week, and really, she’s awesome, and remembering that kiss makes me tremble. But every day that passes that feeling fades a little more.

And then there’s Norah, the girl I’ve loved for two years…the girl I imagined by my side the day all my dreams will have come true, the girl I stopped waiting for. Not to long ago I couldn’t imagine facing a day without hearing from her. Now there’s a silence that has falling between us, and I don’t know how to look at her like I once did.

So here I am, Adam S. Crowe…and I have no idea where my life is taking me. But I think it’s time to get back on track, my own track. Starting a journey to a place that’s still left undiscovered, and maybe, just maybe someone will meet me half-way.

How much it hurts – Just off Turner